I do everything with deliberate intention now.
For those minutes he controlled my body, but it's still mine. It's still mine and it works just fine when I tell it what to do.
I move my arms. To embrace those I love. he can't hold them down now.
I move my legs. One day I will spread them with deliberate intention. With someone I love.
I remove my clothes. To shower, because I want to, after my body is tired from a long day of doing things I want to do.
I lie down. Next to someone I love, because I like to be close to them.
I close my eyes. Not out of fear, but to savor a moment that I love, that I want to remember.
I do everything with deliberate intention now, and I do it well.
He better hope I never intend to kick his ass.